Glad you're keeping your spirits up JR. It's nice to see you post here again.
My days were very dark this summer, I don't remember the last time I was that low. Even during my separation I had just landed my dream job and there was something to be happy about but EVERYTHING really crumbled in 2020.
Friday is my last day at work and I am sooooo looking forward to doing nothing but catching up on housework and taking up meditation and trying to find myself a bit after all that chronic stress.
I remember when I was let go from a job that was stressful, once I got over the initial shock, I started to enjoy things again, like walking the dog, the smell of flowers, the beauty of all tge green space where I live. I started to have fun with my partner again, to actually laugh at things. It took about 3 months till I felt fully destressed, and that's about the time I found another job. I'm now working in a job I actually enjoy, with great people, and while the job itself is stressful, the support from colleagues and management makes not nearly as soul desroying. Plus a short commute.
Hope you find what's better for you too.