My cat died at the vet today aft t spending 24 hours in respiratory distress. I felt bad for leaving it that long. As soon as they hooked her up to oxygen she died - probably finally able to relax. It’s the outcome I expected when I looked up her condition anyway.
I am sorry to hear that, and I know the feeling. I have an urn that sits on the mantle above my fireplace that holds the ashes of Archie, my old tabby. I watched him come into the world and enjoyed his company for 17 years. We do get attached to them for sure. Again my condolences.